sinisterporpoise

I expected to start panicking sometime before they removed the bones from my toes when the podiatrist told me he scheduled me for the surgery. Oddly, I'm still not clear on why the doctor ordered the surgery, even though I'm pretty sure the podiatrist knows what he's doing on th is case. (I'm not too sure he's right about the soft tissue inflammation causing the ankle problems, but I'll wait to see if the orthotics actually help. The only thing I am sure of is that this is not fibro pain.

But at least the fear has not become overwhelming. It seems to be just a little bit of nervousness. It may increase now that there's a little less than 48 hours until the surgery, or it may stay where it is. Perhaps it's because I know a little of what to expect and I hope that some of the problems I've been happening are connected in some way.