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sinisterporpoise ([personal profile] sinisterporpoise) wrote2015-03-02 01:58 pm
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Repeating myself

Yesterday was a great day to spend indoors, as most days of this Indiana winter have been. I spent the day doing some writing, catching up on Netflix, chatting with someone on Skype, and arguing with someone about why garlic and onion are not the same thing. However, the Skype conversation contains one thing that bothered me and a brief thought. Since I'm having a "blah" day when it comes to writing, I'll try to keep it short.

The person on the other end of the Skype conversation about hearing loss. She was doing me a favor and one I asked her to do, to call me out when I do things like this. I need to thank her for that, before I forget. Or if I've already forgotten and I'm repeating myself, I'm sorry.

Another part of the conversation touched on anxiety and how it can cause a person to repeat themselves. I did not think about it at the time, but I've done this in the past. I know exactly why this occurs.  People who focus on the topic of their anxiety often get caught in a mental thought loop, reliving the same fears over and over again in their mind. The object of fear demands attention, even if the person spends all of his or her time avoiding the causes. 

It takes time to overcome this, and the person has to realize it is happening.  Once a person realizes they are doing this, they can take steps to cut back on it, but it never quite goes away.
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[personal profile] silk_dragon_zen 2015-03-04 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Now they want even more documentation of my identity than what they usually ask for, which is probably not worth my time.